It was a rainy night. I saw Kaul standing there, at my window of imagination. It was beautiful. I could see it with my eyes closed. It seemed like a traveler who wanted to return home after a long journey.

โ€œWhat do you want?โ€ I asked.

It didnโ€™t say anything but started dancing like crazy. You donโ€™t see someone dancing like that, except in wedding. Maybe old Kaul just needed to take a piss. Dubious as I was, I opened the door of my mind and let it in. It was shivering in cold. I touched it with my eyes and traveled through the length of my dreams. Suddenly, night wasnโ€™t the night, rain wasnโ€™t the rain, and Kaul wasnโ€™t a movie.

I went to the window and looked out again. A lantern was burning at the edge of a cloud. It was the sun. But Kaul said it was an ocean. In eyes of Kaul, everything was ocean and we were just transient waves who didnโ€™t know insignificance of their own existence.

โ€œNeti Netiโ€ Kaul mumbled.

โ€œWhatโ€™d you say?โ€ I asked.

โ€œNeti Neti.โ€ It said. โ€œDoes it ring a bell?โ€

โ€œIโ€™ve no idea what youโ€™re talking about. Are you trying to sell me your philosophy?โ€

โ€œNo, I was passing by your shack and saw you typing.โ€ It said. โ€œWhat are you writing? Is it about me?โ€

โ€œYes. No. Maybe.โ€

At this point, I must admit that Kaul was no stranger to me. I was hiking in MAMI rainforest when I heard of a strange creature named Kaul. An illusion of my mind insisted that I must meet Kaul. I saw it waving from distance but couldnโ€™t gather the courage to say Hi. Kaul looked like something I had never seen before.

โ€œHey, are you a freak?โ€ it startled me. I was so frightened, I ran away.

โ€œEmbrace your insanity. Live in illusion. Whatever youโ€™re going to see, youโ€™ve already seen.โ€ It said.

A little while after Kaul left, Aadish came by. I donโ€™t know why, but I used to call him โ€˜Gulzar on Acidโ€™. His poems were slightly overcooked, but delicious nonetheless.

โ€œHi,โ€ he said. โ€œHave you seen Kaul?โ€

โ€œYes. It was right there.โ€ I pointed to my window.

โ€œWhere did it go?โ€ he asked.

โ€œI donโ€™t know.โ€ I shrugged. โ€œIt just vanished.โ€

โ€œYou see, thatโ€™s the thing about Kaul. Once it enters the shack of your mind, it never leaves. There is no end to thisย insanity. It only assumes a different form. Now youโ€™re Kaul.โ€

โ€œWhat should I do now?โ€

โ€œListen to the birds. Keep circulating the madness till everything is nothing.โ€

I donโ€™t exactly remember when I met Kaul. Was it yesterday? Was it in past life? Or maybe I never met Kaul. I feel its presence in rain, in distant mountains and chirping birds. It exists only in nature, a film thatโ€™s right in front of you, but you cannot see it.

Kaul (A Calling) is the cinematic miracle we’ve been praying for.ย 

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