It was a rainy night. I saw Kaul standing there, at my window of imagination. It was beautiful. I could see it with my eyes closed. It seemed like a traveler who wanted to return home after a long journey.
โWhat do you want?โ I asked.
It didnโt say anything but started dancing like crazy. You donโt see someone dancing like that, except in wedding. Maybe old Kaul just needed to take a piss. Dubious as I was, I opened the door of my mind and let it in. It was shivering in cold. I touched it with my eyes and traveled through the length of my dreams. Suddenly, night wasnโt the night, rain wasnโt the rain, and Kaul wasnโt a movie.
I went to the window and looked out again. A lantern was burning at the edge of a cloud. It was the sun. But Kaul said it was an ocean. In eyes of Kaul, everything was ocean and we were just transient waves who didnโt know insignificance of their own existence.
โNeti Netiโ Kaul mumbled.
โWhatโd you say?โ I asked.
โNeti Neti.โ It said. โDoes it ring a bell?โ
โIโve no idea what youโre talking about. Are you trying to sell me your philosophy?โ
โNo, I was passing by your shack and saw you typing.โ It said. โWhat are you writing? Is it about me?โ
โYes. No. Maybe.โ
At this point, I must admit that Kaul was no stranger to me. I was hiking in MAMI rainforest when I heard of a strange creature named Kaul. An illusion of my mind insisted that I must meet Kaul. I saw it waving from distance but couldnโt gather the courage to say Hi. Kaul looked like something I had never seen before.
โHey, are you a freak?โ it startled me. I was so frightened, I ran away.
โEmbrace your insanity. Live in illusion. Whatever youโre going to see, youโve already seen.โ It said.
A little while after Kaul left, Aadish came by. I donโt know why, but I used to call him โGulzar on Acidโ. His poems were slightly overcooked, but delicious nonetheless.
โHi,โ he said. โHave you seen Kaul?โ
โYes. It was right there.โ I pointed to my window.
โWhere did it go?โ he asked.
โI donโt know.โ I shrugged. โIt just vanished.โ
โYou see, thatโs the thing about Kaul. Once it enters the shack of your mind, it never leaves. There is no end to thisย insanity. It only assumes a different form. Now youโre Kaul.โ
โWhat should I do now?โ
โListen to the birds. Keep circulating the madness till everything is nothing.โ
I donโt exactly remember when I met Kaul. Was it yesterday? Was it in past life? Or maybe I never met Kaul. I feel its presence in rain, in distant mountains and chirping birds. It exists only in nature, a film thatโs right in front of you, but you cannot see it.
Kaul (A Calling) is the cinematic miracle we’ve been praying for.ย
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